lol...human relationship revolves in a circle...

How many times has the world tried to break my fall? How many times have the world deceived me with lies and hypocracy. And yet, like now, as much as Im in a place that drains my life away, I am still standing strong everytime I fall, and I still look at life in the face and say " u gotta do better than that to break my fall ". Cuz I know life is never easy for some. I am not rich, I am not the smartest, yet I improve with every step I done wrong. Money is not as important. I live with moderacy, i buy things that are needed, not wanted. What I want more, is experience, knowledge. Money can be burnt anytime, but knowledge and experience is your invisible armor for life. Nothing can strip you off it. Here's a poem thjat I wrote when I thought that life finally defeated me. I was more worried of my friends when they thought tht it was the end for them. But for me, it was a tougher beginning. But it is still not going to break my fall. Ranting is one of the few ways to release your frustration. =)

Here goes:

This pain I feel gives me the shivers to my bone,
No matter how much I walk, I just can't hold,
The tears of this pain, is what I have inside,
Is this what it only means to be alive?

Was it my mistake, to be this weak,
Was it my fault, that all of these happened to me,
Or would I put the blame on someone, to escape this bleed,
Yet, all my screams and cries mean no guide...

Like an angel, taken from its flight,
Losing its wings, clip by clip,
The slow draft of wind, grazing from my skin,
As I see myself, falling....yet again,

But fall and staying down, I shall not,
As I know, that means I have given up,
So be it, that I no longer have wings,
But deep inside, Im still an angel within,

Up there, was who I was, when I was falling,
I still look up above, and still, here I am,
standing up, no matter what...
All there's left, is to search a new life

Lol....quality is there, but chemistry...no...=) Im already taken *humms to Trey Songz "Already Taken"*

I must work out a plan to woo someone.

no, start my own career in a foreign place and become successful...and come back here, start to lcly to those who looked down upon me be4...

u're right, i'm not a good person deep down...

then i'm stupid...

manyak panjang, i dun read.. XD
im hinting u who i am, actually...

who are you...?

Sifu is looking at you turning into Unker
You go figure
I'll never touch this issue ever again

never said so

Fatality = nice poem

If i don't try, i will regret it.

so ur failure in life is basically about love? or career?
btw, strong woman normally look at result rather than ur emotional side...in my opinion...

i'm not pro at this...anyway good luck

and the long one is for gundam. Its how I see life as. =) He asked me, am I a stronger person. So...those sentence, will probably give everyone a perception of, if I am strong or not. =) And the poem is for those who think that life has defeated them. =) Read and re read to know what the poem I wrote actually means

yes, sifu, i will not talk about girls here anymore...

im mamasan

Kampung must try so that he can apply his technique.

hmm...i havent really fail...but fail to get any true friends can be quite an impact on me...and all those ppl i met, i live stronger to revenge another day...prove to them, i will out-perform them in wealth...

Looks like you don't get what I mean then....its ok. Its not just about career or love. If its just career that makes you go down on your knees, you're weak. I know girls dont look at emotional side or whatever. If they see result, so be it. Means its all about the money then. Which, I am literally not the least interested in these type of bimbo at the end of the day. Like I said, money can be burnt, but not knowledge and experience. With knowledge and experience, you can make anything you want, you can survive in whichever condition you are in. Money? So you gonna burn your money if you're in the cold to keep warm? That's what I mean. =)

why must try hard? isnt it is just work according to plan? step 1 complete move to step 2, if fail, revise step 1 to ver 1.1, retry step 1

Thanks =)

Oh...that ka...? Hahah....mamasan

I realise if someone always be nice guy, as in being very very gentleman, i afraid the girl will treat him as someone "nice" or as a "best friend" or "good friend".

I am thinking hard how to make things work.

All the best.

Hope you'll give inspiration to some of the forummers here to not stay in the emotional side of being single.