There's no gray area here. Hate her all the way. What's the point of you having feelings for her shen she seems to ignore it? Whats the point of liking her when she don't reciprocate your feelings? Clearly she prefer to be with those handsome charming dude rather than you, no matter how close you were back then. You know her more than those b@stard good  looking dude right? but she prefer to be with them rather than with ol-faithful you. What does that show you? That she prefer HIM over YOU! HIM over YOU! HIM over YOU!. Remember that. Clearly she don't treasure what you have did to her and take it all for granted. She only turns to you when she needs help right? You want to be her doormat? Seriously slayer12 you dont want to be used like that. Girls /b1tches like that will only use us like her f*cking toy and when they done with us, they'll throw us away! Right then it will be too late. You at her feet already. DONT. Pull yourself together. Gain whats left of your dignity that have been pissed by her, and that dude.

Hate her!Hate her!Hate her!. Get even. Use your imagination. tell me how it goes.