Hmmm,

All the objects and living things on this world are GOD's creation, no matter what your religion is, it will be explained as such. I am a freethinker and my religion is Buddhist but I believe in GOD and it's every creation has it's function and meaning.
No matter you believe in Ang Kong, Jesus, Lord or Allah, we live in peace at the beginning of time. Together with pre-historic plants and creatures (3 legged snakes and flying dragons maybe).

To look carefully what your life really means to you, this is what I practiced. Take 2 days off from work, go to a quiet place during early morning like near waterfall or by the beach. Take a deep breath and start thinking what surrounds you, why are you here on this world. Think of your parents, try to imagine how they live during their younger years, before getting married and having you as a baby.

They raised you up to become a succesful person. Priovide you with love, education and shape your future.

Then pull out your wallet and take out your favourite CC and think deeper. Why you are honoured with this precious CC from a bank. Maybe the love and all the sacrifices from our parents to make us a succesful person finally rewarded and bore fruits. Swipe and buy OSIM chair and Bently cars for them.

   

As I said before, life comes in stages and every improvement in life reflects the correct decisions and achievements of ones undertakings. I think you have misjudge that the Platinum that I have now is the ultimate. Any ultimate will expires in time, just like world records being erased in the 2008 Olympics.

Definately I am aiming for higher CC, but as for now I am happy for what I have and should treasure it. Try to think this way, think about some people trying very hard to get the Platinum card and being rejected or having their Platinum cancelled. Think also that you still have something that others have lost. Not to say that one should pray the Platinum CC as something holy, but what I meant was this upgrade given by the bank signifies a step higher in your life.

Yes, one should take time to refect the past and treasure love ones, friends and whatever they have achieved. So that the next generation (your baby) will heir your throne and be a succesful person.

I believe in KARMA (not kamasutra), the teachings of Confucius and many parts of the Bible. So be a nice person will be rewarded in your life, and if not may your baby (next gen) be blessed.

I have lots of personal dark episodes in my life and I learnt from them. I have nothing 12 years ago and I have tons of things 12 years later. I may not be holy as a monk and not as a very handsome hunk, but I treasure the pureness in my heart and the Tom Cruise side of mine.

So keep it up man !