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You: hi =]
Stranger: panda bears
You: i like them, theyre so cuddly
Stranger: fluffy
You:
Stranger: yay
Stranger: we can get along
You: and and
Stranger: how life?
You: CATS!
You: =D
Stranger: i also like cats
Stranger: black ones
You: well.. okay.. just that
You: sometimes i hate life
You: but i always try to turn that frown
Stranger: me too
You: upside down
Stranger: not so east tho.
Stranger: easy*
You: yea.
You: hey you're nice
You: whats your name?
Stranger: stranger
Stranger: whats yours???
You: my name?
You: you
Stranger: hahahaha
You: haha
Stranger: my real name is holden
You: well, my name's long
You: but people just call me alex
Stranger: thats a weird name
You: no its not
You:
Stranger: so your first name is long
You: well, kinda
You: i dont like typing it
Stranger: hahahahaha
Stranger: alexander
You: haha.. noo~,
You: thats a guy's name
Stranger: do u like to get f***ed up?
You: what..
You: em.
You: no,
Stranger: like weed?
Stranger: alchohol..
You: alcohol yes,
You: but no weed
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: i like weeeed
Stranger: i live in california
You: haha.. you
You: are
Stranger: lots of weed here
You: funny!
Stranger: too much
Stranger: you are
Stranger: are you americant?
You: oregon,
You: so thats a 'yes'
Stranger: sweet
Stranger: i live in san fran
Stranger: what kindsa music do u like
You: well, a lot
You: u know nightwish?
Stranger: nope
You: ookay,
Stranger: i listen to punk
Stranger: rock
You: what about godsmack?
Stranger: yeah i know them
You: sweet
You: HIM is kinda okay too
You: and arctic monkeys
Stranger: eh
Stranger: i like nofx
Stranger: and bad religion
Stranger: and guttermouth
You: nofx??
You: omg that is so sweet!
Stranger: yeah they rock huh
You: theyre awesome
You: oh and rage against machine?
Stranger: hell yeah
Stranger: how old are u
You: i bet im older than you
You: HAH!
You:
Stranger: really?
Stranger: im 19
You: oh..
Stranger: i win!
You: but we didnt bet anything
You: so yay me
You: yay!
Stranger: yayyyyy
Stranger: dance
Stranger: im dancin
You: im 16,
You: but i feel much more older
Stranger: oh your soo old
You: though my parents dont let me go out much
Stranger: that blows
Stranger: i was always ahead of my peers at 16
Stranger: i always hung out with kids a couple years older
You: dont tell me you're one of those soccer or football guys
Stranger: but my parents let me do whatever i wanted
Stranger: since i was like 12
You: with nice hairstyles n cliques
Stranger: im just a normal person
Stranger: but i call myself a punker
Stranger: no i dont like people much
Stranger: antisocial i think they call it
You: no, its called 'avoidant'
Stranger: is that bad?
You: antisocial is hatred towards the social system
You: but avoidant is
You: low or no interests for crowds and friends
Stranger: well then im antisocial and avoidant
You: really?.
Stranger: yeah.
Stranger: i usually make friends with girls
Stranger: so all teh guys in hs thought i was gay...
You: and yet, you log in here, and talk with some stranger from god knows where
You: hmm~
You: interesting
Stranger: stupid huh
Stranger: i think guys are boring
Stranger: so i hang out with girls..
You: some guys are boring
Stranger: and im gay..
Stranger: crappy logic..
You: they think so shallow
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: thats pretty much it
Stranger: i like talking about deeper shit
You: all they got in their heads are sex, beer, more sex, more beer, and wrestling
Stranger: girls are more open with their thoughts and emotions
Stranger: and im like that
You: yeah
Stranger: I just dont have anything to do
Stranger: and i stumbled across this thing...
Stranger: its mildly entertaining
You: i've been talking with this thing for some time already
You: no not that long, just like
You: a week?.
You: or so
Stranger: haha
Stranger: im bored a lot
Stranger: ive had a week off of work
Stranger: and i dont start school for another month
Stranger: i can imagine doin this for a week
Stranger: i bet u meet some pretty weird folk
You: a lootttttt
You: and they were being all 4chan-ish
You: and all.
You: grow up!
You: whats with the pedo thing
You: and anons
Stranger: 4chan
Stranger: ahhahahaha
Stranger: the internet is like the wild west
Stranger: its fun
You: well at least the wild west have no >9000 pedo penises
You: i mean
Stranger: pedo penises...
You: lol
Stranger: my friend used to go after all the 15 and 16 yos when we were seniors in hs
Stranger: i called hima pedo
Stranger: its not that weird i guess
Stranger: but he almost got arrested
Stranger: so he was officially a pedo
You: hahaha
You: omg that is seriously weirdd
Stranger: yeah it seems weird
You: i think i need to prep up my guard a bit
You: just in case
You: lol
Stranger: whatcha mea?
You: who knows, maybe someone like him might pop up while im walking to school or something
You: oh right
You: there was this one time
You: i was walking
You: but that was when i was 14-15
You: i was walking back from school
You: and some guys who used to hang at this place
You: the park is a little shady
You: so they loved that place
You: i walked through there, and it was a little late
You: 4-5 pm or something
You: and they approached me
You: i was batshit scared n nervous that time
You: i just kept on walking
You: they were all
You: 'hey purrty girl where u going'
You: 'its late, lemme give u a ride home'
Stranger: ahhhhh
Stranger: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
You: n shit
Stranger: creepy
Stranger: bein a girl is rough..
You: i just walked off n they kept walking
Stranger: im glad i dont have to worry about that shit
You: until the guard at the grocery place talked with me
You: we knew each other since i was a girl
You: i shop there for groceries
Stranger: sweet
Stranger: i went shopping yesterda
Stranger: go find a boyfriend to walk you home..
Stranger: thats the best thing to do
Stranger: then you get a boyfriend too
Stranger: double whammy
You: and after that, my parents kept telling me to stop going out much
You: so thats why im pretty much stuck here
Stranger: sucky
You: yea i know
You: well, i had a boyfriend
Stranger: yeah my friend wouldnt do that shit
Stranger: thats like rape shit
Stranger: he would just hit on em at school
Stranger: and teh naive younger girls love the older guys
Stranger: so ya know
You: honestly, i kinda have a thing for older guys too
You: haha..
You: sometimes they look big
You: and strong
You: so i got that sense of security around them
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: i know
Stranger: im real tall
Stranger: girls like feeling surrounded
Stranger: and safe
Stranger: i like that feeling too
Stranger: but I dont have anyone tall to protect me
You: yea
You: haha
You: thats guys
You: you're supposed to protect girls
You: not the other way around
Stranger: yeah
You: unless youre a bouncer or something
You: haha
Stranger: girls give the emotional support..
Stranger: thats more important in the end
Stranger: ive rarely actually had to 'protect' a girlfriend
Stranger: just an illusion
You: there was this once he saved me
You: it was like,
You: a knight in shining armor saving the damzel in distress
Stranger: haha
You: haha. yea it was
Stranger: those feelings at that age
Stranger: theyre nice
Stranger: i miss em
Stranger: even though im only 19
You: my cellphone ran out of batteries, and i was at this strange town
Stranger: oh yeah...
You: i cant even remember that place
Stranger: you got wild stories..
Stranger: go ahead tho..
You: haha.. ookay
You: i love it when i talk and someone listens
Stranger: i like to listen
Stranger: u like to talk
You: well, girls, thats how girls are
Stranger: it works i guess
Stranger: i know
Stranger: ive been around girls my whole life
Stranger: so im conditioned to em
Stranger: you could be a dude though eh?
Stranger: jsut like a could be a girl..
You: you just cut me off while i was typing
You: so i was there
You: and i was buying twilight
You: you know that novel?.
Stranger: yeah..
You: that bookstore was freaky
You: i went there with my friend, but she had to leave for dance class
You: i thought about calling my boy,
You: but then i noticed my phone was out of battery
You: and i forgot his number to call to
You: there was a payphone
You: it was late, and he didnt even know where i was
You: so i called my dad
You: he said the car's at the garage
You: wait hold on a sec
You: call
Stranger: k
Stranger: omg omg omg
Stranger: twilight
You: ergh,i hate it when people only call you for help
You: so i asked to pass the phone to my sister,
Stranger: i never talk on the phone
Stranger: just text
You: and had her lookup his number in my list
You: she asked me, where am i
You: i told her, the bookstore
You: where she asked
You: i told her i dont know
You: somewhere in oregon
You: and she freaking laughed at me
You: how the hell should i know oregon if i dont even go out much
You: she asked what landmark or something
You: and keeps on laughing
You: i told here theres this river, and
You: buildings
You: and she laughed some more
You: and the line went off
You: that was my last quarter
You: and she didnt even give his number to me
Stranger: no fun
You: wait, even if i got his number, i cant call him
You: no change
You: so i sat there by the payphone accross the bookstore
You: cold and late
You: it was scary
You: no cabs
Stranger: 1800callatt
You: and
You: what
Stranger: collect calls
Stranger: it charges the person you call
You: oh?.
Stranger: oh yeah..
You: oh wow, that is so awesome
Stranger: i guess
You: i never knew there was such service
Stranger: weird
Stranger: so whats your name
You: i told you, im lazy to write it
You: just alex
You: okay2
Stranger: oh yeah
You: i make an exception
Stranger: yeah go ahead
Stranger: wha
You: wait, you almost got it right the first time
You: try n guess
Stranger: alexandria
You: oops, one letter off
Stranger: i cant think of anything else close to alexander
Stranger: what letter?
You: its Alexandrea
Stranger: sweet
Stranger: pretty name
Stranger: did i say my name
Stranger: ?
Stranger: i dont remember
You: uh.. yea
You: i forgot
You: its somewhere up there
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: names
You: holden
You: your name's holden
You: and i didnt cheat
Stranger: cheater!
You: nooo~
Stranger: im bored
Stranger: lalalalaa
Stranger: slow ass friday..
You: yea me too
You: i usually masturbate these times
You: oh shit
You: that didnt came out right
You: i mean
Stranger: masturbate the boredom away
You: delete
Stranger: you online girls are all the same.
You: goddamn why cant we retract
Stranger: its ok
Stranger: ill just forget about it
Stranger: here
Stranger: Z
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Stranger: there its gona
You: its just, my parents dont really let me go out much
You: and sometimes i just feel like it
Stranger: what masturbating?
Stranger: youd feel like doing it even if you were allowed to go out
Stranger: its pretty normal
Stranger: not pretty normal
Stranger: its completely normal..
You: normal
Stranger: ive been masturbating constantly since i was like 11
You: as in,
Stranger: not constantly but ya know..
You: you got to be kidding me
You: 11?.
You: i dont even know my body that age
Stranger: normal...
Stranger: like everyone does it.
Stranger: dude
Stranger: i didnt eitehr
Stranger: know my body
Stranger: i didnt even know how to do it
Stranger: i feel weird talking about this but you seem to know whats what
Stranger: its not even just me..a lot of girls ive known
Stranger: you know those pools jets?
You: pools jets?
Stranger: that like spray out underwater
You: oh, okay that
You: whats with that
Stranger: pool jets
Stranger: well
Stranger: they getcha off
Stranger: thats how i found out about it all
Stranger: then a year later i realized i could just do it with my hand..
Stranger: theres lots of pools down south..it gets hot so i guess its more common there.
You: oh
You: okay,
Stranger: did u ever finish your story
Stranger: i dont remember.
You: oh, that
You: well,
Stranger: tell me teh end
You: my sister called him up
You: and told him about me
You: so he took his bike and went everywhere to look for me
You: for a bookstore by the river
Stranger: and he found you..
You: yea
You: he did..
You: haha..
Stranger: how sweet.
You: yea he did
Stranger: u still with him
You: i loved him,
You: but god loves him more
Stranger: dead eh
You: well, i cant compete with Him, so
You: yeah
Stranger: oh
Stranger: Im not religious
Stranger: at all.
Stranger: Im the opposite.
You: its okay,
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: Im flawed in your eyes i suppose.
You: and why is that
Stranger: ill bite the bullet and go straight to hell
Stranger: cause I dont beleive in god or christ or heaven or hell?
Stranger: some people rag on ya for that shit
Stranger: well your only 16?
You: and that makes you assume i think youre flawed?.
You: yea, i am.
You: told u im older than my age
Stranger: like soul wise
Stranger: were all flawed
Stranger: im just saying from a christian stand point
Stranger: im tainted
Stranger: I think im a good person
Stranger: the first person I thought i loved
Stranger: i was 17
You: and then?.
Stranger: and aftter that was over I was just like what was i thinking cause I met a girl that i felt 10 times more for
Stranger: and now Im 19
Stranger: and im sure it will happen again
Stranger: so i dont really beleive in love
Stranger: its more of a perception
Stranger: than a real thing to me
You: love just
Stranger: i love love.
You: chemical reactions in your breain
You: *brain
Stranger: god
Stranger: you said it right
Stranger: your really 16?
Stranger: your smart for your age
You: okay i lied,
You: im 15 1/2
Stranger: i guess your even smarter for your age then...
Stranger: I was just starting to think about that kinda shit at that age
Stranger: i hadnt really developed any ideas on it
Stranger: and deffinatley not girls were thinking like that
Stranger: so good for you
Stranger: your badass.
You: hahah..
Stranger: do you have aim?
You: no i dont
Stranger: msn?
Stranger: just an omegle chatter..
Stranger: omegle trollllol
Stranger: brb
You: nope, nothing else
You: i keep things for myself thank you very much
Stranger: you keep things for yourself eh?
Stranger: whats that mean
Stranger: like secrets
Stranger: o0o0o0o0o0
You: yeaa..
You: and personal details
Stranger: oh
Stranger: sorry for overstepping i guess
You: no no, its okay
You: you're nice n all
You: but this is the internet
You: you can be some
You: i dunno
Stranger: i know where your comin from
Stranger: i wonder too
You: lesbo or something
Stranger: hahahaa
You: yea u know where im from, and?.
Stranger: no..
Stranger: really?
Stranger: its an expression..
Stranger: like i understand..
Stranger: i know where your comin from..
Stranger: same thing
You: lol
You: okay,
Stranger: i wonder if anyone on here is for real too.
Stranger: so i know
You: yea
Stranger: its fun to f*** with people
You: hahah
Stranger: but i guess ive done it so much
Stranger: its easier to just be myself
You: especially when no one knows who you are
Stranger: yeah
You: i've had a lot of personas before
You: 40+ fat guy
You: sex deprived dude
You: hooker
Stranger: fun
Stranger: see your interesting
Stranger: for all i know you could be 40yo fat sex deprived hooker
You: yea,
Stranger: me
You: but theres no way you could know for real
Stranger: i know right
Stranger: and i think thats how u lkike it
Stranger: 4real
Stranger: im a 19yo kid whose been stuck in teh suburbs all his life..and now i just moved to the big city and i dont know anyone
Stranger: so all i do is work
Stranger: and f*** around on the computer
Stranger: and smoke pot!
Stranger: thats my life
Stranger: fun huh
You: yea, i guess
You: if thats how you love your life
Stranger: love it
Stranger: its not how i would have chosen things
Stranger: but who gets to choose their life?
Stranger: im not who i would ideally be
Stranger: i figure
Stranger: if i was dumber id be happier
Stranger: and id rather be happy than anything else
Stranger: i used to work at burger king..late night drive through..and id do different voices to entertain myself
Stranger: its too fun
Stranger: when your talking like a mexican
Stranger: and they come around and see a pierced up white kid
You: they thought you were one
You: but youre not
You: hahah
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: or talk like a woman
Stranger: and they come get their food and its just me
Stranger: easy ways to pass the shift
Stranger: cept theyd only come through like 2 an hour
Stranger: bk late night was teh shit
Stranger: i got paid to do my homework and screw around
Stranger: god bless america huh
You: hahah
You: paid to do your homework?
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: it would be either me n on cashier n drive thru and a mexican dude in the kitchen
Stranger: cause this was in az
Stranger: lotsa mexicans..
Stranger: or just me
Stranger: and there would be a handful of customers all night
Stranger: so id just sit in the office and listen to music or do my work of highschool
Stranger: ill never eat fast food after working there
Stranger: gross stuff.
You: yeaa i know
Stranger: i felt guilty wrapping that shit up and selling it to people
You: cheap food, what else
Stranger: yep
Stranger: one dollar whats for lunch?
Stranger: thats why cigs have been good to me
Stranger: if i cant afford food they make u not so hungry
Stranger: i love the headline on this shit
Stranger: talk to strangers!
Stranger: perfect.
Stranger: i guess weve talked about everything
You: yea
You: im all out too
Stranger: nice meetin yas
Stranger: maybe our pathes will cross someday
Stranger: and we wont even f***in know it
Stranger: trippy eh?
You: hahah.
Stranger: later
You: maybe i was one of the girls
You: in the backseat
Stranger: in the backseat?
You: at the burger king drivethrough
Stranger: maybe...
You: hahah
You: but nah, you'
Stranger: if i ever meet an alexandrea
You: *you're too far
Stranger: yeah
You: ask her,
Stranger: i doubt youve ever been to arizona..
You: 'you know omegle?'
Stranger: and youll be like wooooahhh
Stranger: and well be f***in old geezers
You: haahahaha
Stranger: this is it
Stranger: im gonna press disconnect
Stranger: and leave it to fate..
Stranger: hahahahaha
You: haha
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