Hi everyone .... i am 19 this year ... and i notice i have depression since my family changed house into a rented house in BU because of financial problem which now have been 2 years..... and everything start to seems so uncertain or maybe what its called anxious ... i have been sad for no reason for already 1 year and continuing .... i just get my SPM result yesturday .... and its bad ... because before SPM .. i never went to school for 1 month + .. because i was depressed ... sad ... angry sometimes ... and just dont care anything ... everyone around me have difficualties comunicate with me ... same goes to my teacher in school ...

and i notice ... my parents , my twins and sister ... keep giving me negative thoughts ... my parents everytime when they buy food , go out eat or just spend any money ... will come to me and complain .... say what they have no money and bla blabla ... my twins have hatred in his heart since when i was small my parents care me more .... and keep say how my parents and sister do wrong ... my sister keep complain my parents this bad that bad ....

haiz ...... ....... what to do ? .... i feel so useless now ... i get bad result ... i cant continue study because of financial problem .... i cant find a job ... i cant leave this family and this kind of enviroment and surroundings .... .... what to do ????

currently i am so sad .... i cant express .... no one will understand ... (Crying) ....