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This post has been edited by accutane: Mar 14 2009, 02:43 AM

to be honest, i used to feel like that, n even worse, i wanted to commit suicide. i din go out, i lost my fren... but then i changed.

"haiz ...... ....... what to do ? .... i feel so useless now ... i get bad result ."

bad result doesnt mean u r useless. a lot of ppl with bad result still succeed in life.


"i cant continue study because of financial problem ."

there is ptptn, n other loan u can try to apply. but if u keep ponteng n keep doind the same thing u did, u just wasting the money. so if u rly wanna continue study, pls be serious. i had my 2 years nightmare during form 4 n form 5, but i never abandoned my studies n i studied really hard.

"i cant find a job .."

did u tried hard? try not to be picky, u have to gain experience n communication skill 1st.

"i cant leave this family and this kind of enviroment and surroundings .... .... what to do ????"

u have to be independent just like other forumer said. u r already 19 years old. try to leave for a while. see whether it helps.

"currently i am so sad .... i cant express .... no one will understand ..."

i m sure there are a lot of ppl experience the same thing like u did, they may be even worse. i really hope u can be strong n be tough.

take care.