It's too late and too busy to redo the socializing as now is my final year, that's why I have regret of choosing to stay at home because of comfortableness

The problem is not choosy in woman, title been edited, love relationship is just part of the bigger trouble. In fact, I even have difficulties in getting a friend, not even need to say girls

let me say something about the culture in my family, my parents plan well for our future, they saved enough money for educational and future needs. They used to be stingy, which is why we almost never went on a family trip before, the things I did during school break were mostly reading books, going shopping complexes. My family members sucks in expressing feelings, celebrating birthdays, mother and fathers day is not a tradition of my family. In other words, my family life is quite dull. Not I want to blame them but I grewed up in these cultures which made me quite dull and closed-minded as well.

You are right, however in my current situation, I found it weird to suddenly call up people which never called me, seldom talk to me, to have a meetup or events. I am a person that worry about what people think of me, I know I have to wipe off of that. At times I feel some of my friends call me only when they need my help, when they are living good they won't bother me. To call them out means I have to let go of my ego.

Then let go of it. I'll give you a task.

Pick up your phone, call one or more of your friends, and ask them out for a movie/lunch/dinner/drinks/etc. Then just go meet up with them and talk. Don't expect anything except maybe some catching up, or something. Go, do this, NOW. Its a saturday, just call someone and see if they're free to hangout.

SO whats is the lesson:
1. EGO is useful in winning fights, not a way of life
2. Dont analyse everything soo much, you tend to loose focus on whats important - Life
3. Forget the bad stuff, always remember the good stuff that happens around you
4. add your own here...