life is never meant to be get married or get gf, im appreciate what i have and i think the most important thing is 'appreciation' and acceptance, along the life i had met 2 girls which i never ever forgotten in my life (eventhough we never start our relationship, but cuz of them, i learned to appreciate), i barely take my courage out even they hinted me (what a coward ). Like u, i put the blame on myself, till i realized my parents r the one who concern me the most.

ya by the way, im 22yrs old and still single , my advice is ' life is wonderful, appreciate it'