Painzz, whenever ppl ask me "how are u", i will say “Oh, I’m fine.”
Sometimes i hope there's someone looking into my eyes and say “Tell the truth.”

My heart cries, i know i need time.. he's doing very well now as i can see. i feel so unfair yet i can't do anything. i collapsed but i will try my best to stand up again. Without him doesn't mean i can't live. i do understand i must move on no matter what or how. It's just sometimes it hurts so much when i feel i'm cheated and yet he is so happy now.

u gonna accept the fact. there's no U-turn. no matter how much u don't like it to be, u still gonna accept they're just way this cruel. it does hurt a lot but there's just nothing we can do anymore....

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Added on June 4, 2010, 9:03 pmMuch appreciated. before and when breakup, nice and good listeners from here had guided and accompany me to walk through this.. if you guys are not here for me, i think i was really burst dy. Thanks

This post has been edited by bbcheryl: Jun 4 2010, 09:03 PM

"You will cry, tears will dry, time will pass and you will move on that’s the way it goes." Gambatte Dumpees!!

someone suggest gathering

hehe. that's what i said.. later we all cry. if go out for activities then would be better wert

already one month since the day we brokeup.. sometimes i still holding my phone and looking at our photos. gosh. i miss him but i hate him so much

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Added on June 15, 2010, 8:01 pmlet's talk..

This post has been edited by bbcheryl: Jun 15 2010, 08:01 PM

oh god. i just realized my ex actually had a gf just the 3rd week after we breakup. sigh..

well, yeah. actually realized it two days before. i was like..why why why he treat me like this? after all, i've seen tru already.. and i realized i'm living happier now. and i'm really glad we breakup. i'm going to enjoy myself tonight

Thank you bluewind *huggss**

hehe...it's definitely siens when shyts happen wert i'm happy to be single. can flirt around some more.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..Accidentally saw my ex pic in fb. he brings his new gf to meet up with his family. should i cry or laugh? Seriously, my tears almost drop but i laughed. i wanna cry because i see the one who is once so close to me is hugging another gal, i wanna laugh is because i dono y i was so stupid to spend my five and half years time loving someone like this..and his current gf is not pretty. Great. probably she is just treating him the way so NICE. whatever it is.. what goes around, comes around.

yea.. i will be okay.. Funny. his mom called my mom to apologize. that's crazy.. i'm doing well for these few weeks. starting to get use of life without him.. sometimes i still saw him around the college with his gf. it's kinda hurt but i don't really care anymore..

It has been more than a year since i posted up my broken up relationship problem here. Someone i used to love most and spent my 5 years+ together with. funny enough i didn't even know i had been betrayed when i broke up. Glad that HE is getting married so soon. Happy ending? lol.