i purposely register a new account to keep myself more anonymous...been here too long to use my old account...i just need to vent out...

i just had the most painful break up in my history..i had many past rships..all failed..feel like such a failure..

how could i get over a gal whom i treated her all my heart & trust, only to be told she missed her ex and would go back to him? all in the space of a few days, right after a trip to cameron when i thought all was merry & happy...worst part is there's not even a single indication at all until the very moment...came as a total shock...i guess the only redemption is we were together for only 1 & half months...

i'm so tired...

Few years back, i liked this particular guy a lot (so much so I was willing to forego the then current relationship for - due to incompatibility). He also has a long time 7-yr girlfriend then (but told me that he'd been wanting to end it but there was no reason to do so). The flower almost blossomed but died a pre-mature death when the he suddenly pulled out stating he felt guilty over the gf.

2 years back, they've gotten married but still telling me he's not happy blah blah and missing me blah blah, and the worse decision ever was to get married with his gf and if given a chance would have tried it out between us few yrs back.

What do you guys//girl think of these type of man?

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Hmm....well then can u answer 1 of my questions?
my ex smsed me that i requested to break its not real and he's stupid n idiot.
after that he dint replied
I did request but i'm just saying to make him cares more
so....do that sms referring to me or that girl? -.-

u will meet new guys when you do pre-u.

Sorry to say but those in page 1 doesnt work on me .
Sigh.

sometimes new one add more headache 

actually i always wonder what will happen..

if i really cant get a partner for the rest of my life and my parents are no longer here..

am so sad... nobody is there for me ...

yeah i also feel that its good if we jz do something out of the norm..

for me.. it helps me to be a lil bit more refreshed as in no monotunuos work going around.. and also it allows me to not think of it so much..

so yeah go for the change... i shud also...

It has been more than a year since i posted up my broken up relationship problem here. Someone i used to love most and spent my 5 years+ together with. funny enough i didn't even know i had been betrayed when i broke up. Glad that HE is getting married so soon. Happy ending? lol.