hmm..cry out loud for a month or two.. i guess mostly in my hall, bathroom n while im driving.. sob!sob! , ill be grumpy, go lil insane, ill eat alot..then for the timebeing i will try calling him to try make amends to patch back together like before..if still thing dont work out then, whenever i think about him & all our memories together ill cry n cry again and on 1 final day i will move on with life without still being depressed and sad like before..

By the way,im in my 1st relationship and god bless us we are still together after years..got engaged too..plan to get married by next year.

* the situation above was imagined 100% by myself if it were to happen to me,i belive thats how im gonna end up*