hello everyone, like all of u, i was experiencing the same, and the irony part is, i was never loved my whole life (mama died shortly after i was born, everyone say i jinxed her), i was left alone to grow up on my own from 2 to 17.

then people grew old and start coming back, expecting to be taken care of, fine, society said we must respect and care for our eldery, so i did as well.

but after carried out my responsibility for decades and still never got appreciated, so i just stop caring for them and start to love myself fully, it's been 3 years since, my life had improved so much better.

for those who are still struggling, maybe consider giving up and love yourself more, afterall, you are the only one who will appreciate you for the selflessness.

don't live in the past, don't worry about the future, enjoy the present.

just to add few more points, don't guilt yourself for other people's suffering, it's their fate and life, not your fault.

start dictating your life, how you want to live until the end of it.