I sometimes imagine I lost 1.7million I never had.

I just imagine some scammer pose as polis, call me and tell me to transfer 1.7m into this mule acc because he said my money is under anti money laundering investigation.

he said if I don't transfer, polis will arrest me and he should me the court order (my imagination).

I then takut and transfer 1.7million.

then I imagine I kena scammed and very angry made polis report but could not do anything else.

I imagine i lost 1.7million

this way, I can feel rich because i lost money I never had.

Money lose and earn over time is fine, for me it's not the money. It's the damn credit card companies wanting to you settle the outstanding asap. That's the headache for me.

you don't get it that is not the point

I always think I am poor, but I make myself feel rich by thinking I have 1.7mil but it was scammed

the money I never had..