i think u need amitrityline kind of anti-depressant instead of sleeping pill, look like its not ur body whos refuse to sleep, its ur mind, maybe u need psycological help instead

u insist u need strong sleeping pill but refuse to listen to all those good advise such as relaxing techniques, in that case nobody can help u, eventually u will become addicted, or u already are

for normal person 2 tab of promethazine can keep you in bed till the next afternoon, it isnt that hard to find, or any other sedating antihistamine (drowsy flu medicine) would do. dont pick those with pseudoephedrine, vasoconstriction effect will make u excited thurs cant sleep