Thanks for your comment bro!

Yea i already accepted the rejection and I am at the road on moving on.  Just saying during those period, I may have living on my own fantasy where she don't really reject me as a person, but the timing was just not right (the whole pre and post divorce thingy).  I believed if my background/history is clean - not a divorcee, single guy, we would have worked it out.

Just my siok sendiri feeling ya.. anyway thanks all and I'm moving on, no relationship expectation and just staying connected as a normal friend