Okay so she is a pretty girl. Plus was very cute always wore modern clothing so kinda got attracted. Tbh I'm not very emotional person after she said she don't want to go out with me anymore kinda hurt my feelings. At this point I got emotional and I'm never an emotional person just me with my video games to occupy my time. Have fun with friends in gaming world.After the girl I lost desires in the thing I usually do like my exercise, video games and time with my family.
If I can go back wish I never talked to the girl. I kinda felt heartbroken and lost desires in the things I usually do before the girl. My Old Memories was me in my room after college and work. Kinda wish I never knew her. Plus every time I see her Facebook with her husband looking at the photos I feel depressed. I already unfriend her and deleted the old photos with her and me. Don't know every time I look at the photos I get flashback phobias.i want to erase those memories that's why I deleted her photos on my computer and phone