wah..wah......wah........   V.4 already.......    

Anyway, mandysu reporting in!!!!! 22 more days, I will be starting my new life in KL.....Somemore ending my LDR     

Well, my relationship actually didnt go too well too as we almost broke up last sunday. He told me that he was interested in another gal from his hometown who already has a bf        They have already contacted each other through sms for a month (i didnt notice!!!). Honestly, the way he treated me very different and cold compared to the very first day we started our relationship. When I first heard the news, I felt like it's the end of the world as I was so trust and love him but he still could forget totally about me and like another gal.

However, he asked me for another chance and he is currently trying hard to gain back my trust in him. Well, this time, I will survey longer before I will totally trust in him again. I really feel scared already but I wish to start over the relationship with him as I still love him a lot.

Wish me luck guys and gals as we will no more LDR in 22 more days and if we break up even though already SDR, he really doesnt worth my love and sacrifice at all!!!!       

Good luck everyone and have faith in your relationship!

What to do when both sides have really really nothing to talk already?

Woo, I am moving into the house next to my gf's house. Starting from Dec, I'll be her neighbour!

I'm so torn....but oh well. Whatever. xD

How are you today?

Btw, dangerous girl.. wanna show us where your tattoos are?

haizz.. my relationship between me and my gf is getting worse. i think it is nearly the end alraedy for our relationship for 4 years.

haha... trust patient and also...
1 most important thing... she say you wrong then wrong lo...
let het win... 

She was always loyal to me when she was here, i bet the distance got the better of her and perhaps the nature of her work changed her.

Sometimes it's so scary when a person change

sigh , mine has just end ... for 5month relationship .. she decided to break up with me ... bcoz of Far Distance and bla bla bla , i hope im stronger to accept it .. im really broken hearted for my first love into LDR .. i maintain and keep she happy but she like when the bf is closer ... and near when she sad n whatnot ... and past tis few days her ex came back to her hometown and tell that he still luv her .. and she still got heart for tis guy ... wish she will happie wid her ex .. T_T ... really sad rite now ... i duno wad did i do wrong ...

I have been in a LDR for 1 years and 6 months and going to become SDR in 14 more days...I think this will be a big encouragement to others that LDR can work!!! Have faith guys!

For those who have failed in one, dont be too sad as actually it's their lost for losing someone who is willing to commit and love them with all their hearts though apart from each other. I believe that God will prepare a better one for you. Cheer up k...

o.O hope u guyz maintain it longer ... i really sad to lose her .. bet she doesnt feel anything .. she got ex to chase ... while im .... are fukin alone T_T ... shit ...wad i had done to my life ... sighhhhh

lol.. i dunno if i should continue the relationship la.. to those who has been following up on my case from V3.. tolong! lol

mmm i got a msg from my gf..

her reason for not calling me was.. she keep forgetting to call.. and when she remembers she ran out of credit.. and she cant reload cuz she spend her money on random useless stuff.... and she claims it is the truth ....which i think even if its the truth... its still a totally and very very lame excuse.. then she say a few weeks later she wants to call but she's afraid i'll yell at her.. so she did not call.. yet.. another freaking lame excuse

she wants to meet up next weekend.. and talk face to face.. but she's not sure how long she will be in malaysia... she knows i've been calling her house asking for her and she feels 'bad' about it.

i read the msg twice.. and thought thoroughly.. i'm pretty sure she got back together with her ex.. or maybe found someone else..  and since she said she's not sure how long she will be in malaysia.. i'm pretty sure she's going back to NZ.. so in conclusion

I got dumped. lol

Zz , for me stay in kedah wanna go to Johor is veryy far away .. but i believe i can do that .. the problem is my parents wont le me go even wid frenz .. i already plan and plan to go .. but at last we break up .. that really sad T_T ... people do change faster than i taught ... itz really ... weird .. sighh

Lol, suiteng! =P Then er, take up a hobby like gaming? Get an xbox360 and play with my hubby ^^ If you have got an old PS2 also can already, play all the Katamari games, very fun! The tunes will be stuck in your head and you can forget all unhappy thoughts. Can?

Or I can recommend books for you. ^^

Update: Technically I got no LDR already except for one remaining one. Now my pet dog is away in parents' place, I kinda miss him. Consider LDR or not? ~_~

how to prolong a LDR?

I always fail in trying to giving her surprise due she is too smart, or am I too dumb?

Anyway, I will always try till I success.