haizz.. my relationship between me and my gf is getting worse. i think it is nearly the end alraedy for our relationship for 4 years.

erm.. i don know whether i think many things or what. sometimes when she said she will call me back and later didn't receive her call, i feel frustrated. and sometimes when i say i love you or i miss you, she won't say back to me also. i also don know why and i didn' t ask her as i ask her she sometimes just say nothing or what but the good thing is that when she be with me when she came to kl, we will have a good time and i see that sometimes she will automatically hold my hand. am i paranoid or something? my friend told me that i am over pressure already. think too much. haizz

maybe i am too high expectation from her or what? i really don know. seems like i feel that i am not being loved anymore. haizz..