Okay. Then I misunderstood his meaning.

she broke up with me

the story is like this..
i met this girl early this year..she's a junior of my course but in another campus..
she and her frenz went to our campus since they had assignment to do..
that's when i 1st met her..
then she went back to her campus..i didnt get chance to get her contact number..
until one day ..a friend of mine found her friendster...so i add her up..
okie..then i asked her to msg me a smiley face ,i left my number in the msg..
she then one day misscall me..then we msg..but when it comes to i ask her how is she doing ..
then she didnt reply my msg...few time also like this..
till a month ago ..she did the same thing ...misscall n msg..but when i ask her how she's doing then no answer again 
so then i decided to msg her..still no reply...i msg her again and told her that..please dun play around , and play with ppl feelings..
still no reply..so i decide to call her..she was scared at the moment la coz of my last msg ..then i explain at her y lar..
okie...then she told me she's like that lar...
ok from that day on ...we became close..everynight i called her..
seems like she's giving a good respond so far...
she's in melaka campus..now holiday...she's back at sabah..
and i am in subang ...
need some help here guys..how my situation here..
i use to like her...now after getting to know her..
but now
i havent admit at her yet ...what do u guys think ?

im trying my best. paid a visit to the hospital today for depression, lack of appetite, sleep and nausea. doc told me to take it easy. i just need her so much, i love her so much. i dont want to lose her...

u got me right there bro...
just the urge to confess is there at the moment..i am ready for the commitment..
but im still a noob in this luvy duvy stuff... since the last time i was in love was in high school and got rejected de..
so i really hope that perhaps this is my 1st love

My first night into LDR. My gf just flew to KL just now to pursue her studies for two and the half year. We've been together for nearly 3 years and this is the first time we got separated. The feeling sucks. Both of us keep cried so much.