Move on bro.....i got divorced last yr when i was 46 married for 3 yrs, dated for 2 yrs. This yr im 47..... life nvr felt better..... yes im in the same boat like u i dont have kids..... my ex wife was a thai national. Once i obtained the official divorce papers.... i got on to dating apps.... and meet a few girlsss.... mostly hits and misses.....i didnt give up and keep moving on....downloaded Bumble, CMB, tinder, Boo, FB dating.... and one fine day i got to meet a fine lady also a divorcee and without kids, we r bf and gf now n life is amazing..... shes 37........ so my advise to u is nvr give up and keep exploring..... if a girl is not suitable for u n u had tried all u can to save the relationship then just break it off..... i thank god i had the courage to called it off n move on in my previous marriage..... can't imagine if im still with my ex wife........ both are suffering and suffocating everyday.....