God is definitely punishing me now

It is raining now, dark & gloomy day, on Hari Raya.



I have no mood to beraya also.

I dreamed about her last night, running, as if something is chasing us.

Yes i already left the company

I dont want to have all these hanky panky stuff affecting my work performance and i feel very uneasy being used for carnal pleasure

She is very needy and she is still texting me, but I dont wanna reply her



When she says “im always thinking of you” will always end up with:
- meet up for coffee
- hold hands in car
- touching me inappropriately
- seducing me to nearby hotel

I have tonnes of report to do in office la celaka!