I knew her way before she had sugardaddy

She asked me to support her financially but i couldnt afford to pay for what she wanted

So she went to get a sugardaddy instead.

This is a different girl. Not the colleague

Didn’t know she got engaged.

Didn’t know she got married

Knew her for a year. Hi bye

Not really seeking validation or a trophy or anything.

She didn’t even tell me she was married in the beginning.

We were just colleagues, hi bye colleagues.

Texting only started when there was a project that required collaboration between our department.

I dont like small talk. I didn’t ask personal questions in professional settings. She did most of the talking. And the conversation flow naturally.

I dont know how to flirt. Im not far from kayu, 🪵 or blur sotong 🦑.

People say “bertepuk sebelah tangan takkan berbunyi”. I feel stupid for fueling the first spark of infidelity.

Yes we kinda agree to end it

But we still on instagram

I saw her IG story, she said she was nauseous this morning

So I asked if she is pregnant



She said no

We have reduced our texting now after the shooting case in KLIA

https://www.channelnewsasia.com/asia/klia-s...manhunt-4264166

I worry the next one might be me

Im still alive

She is back in Malaysia



She wanted to meet but i dont dare to reply her

I worry I wont be able to control myself and I will break my promise to all of you to end this relationship

It has been eating me from inside, like cancer

I already deleted everything, but she still text me

First message, already mention sex

I dont understand why she is so addicted to sex

Bodoh