I thought about it too but there is saying which I always remind myself of:

Ukur baju di badan sendiri

I wont be able to afford her lavish lifestyle, when we go out buka puasa also she paid everything

I dont think she can divorce too. Just got married. No kids. Rich husband.

She wont be able to handle the embarrassment & family pressure. I dont want her to regret later when we can only afford plain porridge and ikan masin.

I am sick of being treated like an object

She is like a nightmare, a recurring nightmare.

Im trying to forget her, but she keeps coming back like “The Insidious” franchise. 12345. Tak habis-habis

Im trying to live my normal life. I went to a few interviews for new job, searching for new places to rent. Try to start anew.

But her filthy messages keeps popping up.

Wanna f..k?
Are u tired?



“Are u tired” is a trap

If I say “no”, then she would say “lets f..k”

If I say “yes”, then she would say “let me massage u” which would lead to adulterous behavior. Hamsap punya betina.

I deleted all her lewd messages.

I am a God-fearing man, I already taubat and repented.

Leave me alone please.