This is my POV

Im, 30YO, Single for life
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Am I happy, Yes and No.

Yes, cause I can spend every money in the things that I want. I go travel alone, buy Gaming PC, no need to think about what girls want to eat, where to bring her.

No, cause I still wish I could hold someone hands, have someone to chit chat. But Ayam B40 and not good looking, I can't afford lifestyle that has a girlfriend / wife / children etc.

Fell happy being able to save up money instead of spending on dates, gifts... Not having to argue and fight.
Feel sad and lonely at the same time.