I wanted to put up a thread earlier but decided against it. Its kind of the opposite of yours. I've been having problems lately with my business. Hr problems. But i've been in it for a while to know that if i put all my effort and try my best, the issue with resolve one way or the other.

Anyways, my point is, if you're jaded now, it means you're not stimulated enough. No better stimulation than running your own thing. Maybe drugs would work but i would advise against it.