I always want to have more kids because I have 4sibling include myself. and we are very grateful to have each other when come with problem solving and idea sharing. We grew up fighting and loving each other.

Me and my husband had our first baby in our early 30 (because this is the time where our career is already in track). My target is to have 4 kids before i "tutup kilang". my in law, my husband and even my siblings are not keen after they think my age and my delivery was not smooth (actually normal to csec but its totally fine experience for me). They feel I will be very suffer and tired even with first baby but in fact I'm cool and steady. Max they allow me to have is 2 kids hahahahaha!!

Anyway, I will work my way if i can still achieve my target but i wont blackmail my husband hahahaha! Its rezeki anyway. I enjoy to have kids around. Its call BitterSweet (Bitter for the pain dealing with tantrum kids but sweet when they act like "angel")

Nowaday the trend is like this, people want children but cant have it, people dont want children but keep having it. hmm~