Back in my college day many years ago, i like these 2 girls. 1 friendzoned me for years(I was young and naive then), we dated a lot and she knew i like/love her. Then she met another dude and we just kind of cut off our communication, then few years back she text me again saying how close we were blah blah blah.

Not going to talk about her, and then there's this 1 girl, well she have a bf then. The chemistry is there, we both enjoy our company so much, we shared our assignment this and that but we never dated each other. Yes i did like her and i think she like me too, we get a bit touchy some times, not that like couple kind of touchy, yet we both did not resist it. Then, we both also feels like we're not meant to be together, it just won't work out. 1 time, she asked me what if we both get together? I remember answering her then our house would be like a psych ward as we both crazy, we both laugh it off. She got married after graduated, around 2-3 years. That is when we both stop communicating each other, again i think we both knew it's for the best as she's now a wife.

A lot of times, i thought about her and believe it or not, i dreamt about her too. Eventually i get annoyed, because i don't want to think about her anymore. I wouldn't say i miss her, more like it's a trauma for me which is i seriously don't know why is this happening to me. Do i still like her? We both adults now, i used to like her then but now not anymore.

This post has been edited by Napalm_man: Feb 17 2022, 07:48 AM