Both of us have our own life now.

It's been 4 years since we broke up.

The memories of this relationship started 9 years back. I can't completely erase those thing up until now.

I try my best not to think of it and gently move on with the past. Once a while, it came over across my mind out of nowhere.

What if we're together now? How's our life going to be? These are the questions that kept circling around myself.

Is that wrong? Does everyone had the same feeling as mine of their first love? Or it just me overthinking about the past?

How to get rid of this?