No la. Don't be silly. I'm very sure God has a purpose for everything he make us go through.
It's a good idea to bring him to the vet tomorrow. The solution for putting on the collar is simple. You just need determination. There's a saying "You've got to be cruel to be kind". You have to put on the collar even if your suggie dislikes it and refuses to wear it because it's for its own good. You must be determined to put it on and must be determined to go through with it, no matter how your suggie struggles. It must be done. And I think you need 2 person to put on the collar, 1 person to put the collar on him and 1 person to hold him while you do it. You can ask the vet's for help. Just remember the collar has to be put on. And bring gloves to shield from biting.
You're trying your best to get him better right? You are trying to end his suffering by making him better. It's just that there's simply nothing else you can do (except the collar. that's priority 1!)
You're not a bad owner. It's just a bad turnabouts. Neither you nor your suggie chose for this to happen. You didn't leave him alone when he needs you and that's what counts the most.
He may not have chosen you but you are his as much as he is yours.If suggies could speak he would definitely thank you for caring for him so much.

There are many instances in life where we have no choice but realize we were blessed with just the right person. The best example are your parents and your siblings. Right? If you're married, it could be your children. You may want a child but you can't choose a particular child. God chooses. We accept and do what we can.

We still grow and love our families. Same with your suggie. you are his family. And you love him to bits, that's what matters most.
Anyway, don't write him off the book yet. FIGHT! He's still alive and eating and that is an encouragement. Life hold hope right? He NEEDS you, he needs your love, your care, your attention and for you to be strong right now more than ever. Be with your suggie. Support it.
Everything will be ok one way or another.
This post has been edited by Jamien: Jan 27 2008, 02:50 AM