Then you should have asked your parents for that 150k worth of expenses and tuition fees.

Even JPA and mara have bonding periods after completion of scholarship. So I'm not too sure what you are complaining about honestly.

Perhaps if you excelled better during your studies you would have opened yourself to more opportunities rather than the one you were given.

Comparingly have you asked your friends how much debt do they have from Ptptn? Perhaps after finding that out and realising your friends are 100k in debt while you just have to tolerate a less than amazing job, you might feel better about your situation