Hi bleachingtree here, new acc. Forgot my password and lost email so made a new one. So I went to get it checked today finally. I waited a bit for two weeks to pass because the pain felt like it was going away but then on the 15th day when I try to lay on the floor it hurts again.

So instead of going to HUKM I found out that Hospital Serdang has a urology department. So I went there, for the first time not knowing anything. I was stopped by the security guard saying I needed a referral letter to go in. So I went to the nearest Klinik Kesihatan to try and get one.
Admittedly I was ashamed to say to anyone that I have testicles problem so I just said I have a body ache during registration and all that. When I got to the doctor's room, I immediately said I wanted to get a referral letter for a urologist specialist.

Then the doctor kinda playfully teased me "what you think we only do kuli here?". Then I tried to explain that when I googled I should see urology specialist. She said general practitioners do everything. I was already flabbergasted at this point and then she said there's no male doctor here today, so it would have to be her if I want to proceed with the check up.

I was already paranoid about my testicles and wanted to find out what's wrong with it ASAP so I said let's do this. I should also add that she was speaking loudly while I was speaking softly, cause you know I'm embarrassed. The doctor rooms are jointed and the doors are open so I'm pretty sure the other people next room can hear her, thus anxiety kicking it.

An over 25 y.o. virgin, not prepared to have my testicles being seen by a woman. I thought my private parts were going to be checked by a male doctor, in a closed urologist private room instead of this joint doctor room, with sound of other people nearby, separated only by curtains. While she went somewhere else to prepare I was on the doctor's bed with both hand covering my face contemplating my life.

Reason why I'm explaining all this is to tell you guys my mental state because boy do I wish I had more composure today. When she began examining my testicles I didn't even let her properly checked it first, I just blurted out that I already did self-check in the shower and found no bumps or lumps, I don't know if that stopped her from checking further but I know it was over quick. She said she saw some red on my testicles and said it's most probably infection. I was just so glad it ended I didn't even asked her where and how I could've gotten it. Next thing I know I was already in my car, everything went by quickly. I only remember her saying that she'll give me antibiotics and to comeback after 10 days if the pain is still there. I can't even remember if the pharmacists said to me to take the antibiotics before or after meal.

Well that was my adventure for today. Hopefully my testicles will recover in these 10 days.