Hello, I'm Lizz. I can't control my emotions everytime and that caused me to argue with my parents a lot of time. And sometimes I feel very tired and worthless so much that I don't want to do anything.
But most of the times my heart feel very empty... Yes it feels very empty, and recently I feel nothing at all when I'm arguing with my parents and also when I'm seeing them crying I also feel nothing at all not even the sadness...

And I really desire someone to love me like a lover or getting a boyfriend. And also umm... Sometimes after I've done masturbating, I feel the urge to cry very much and of course I cried.( I dun know why I'm telling this)

So I really want to find someone who I can rely on and tell him/her all my feelings and such...

Is this normal? Am I being a cruel girl slowly? I wonder about that. Or is it just a depression? I don't know too. Can someone tell me what should I do?

Does this mean I'm autistic?

This post has been edited by Weird af: May 12 2018, 12:27 AM