well,atleast you still got foot,me? i dont,i might never have a chance to walk normally ever again...do i feel happy as i am now? yes i am...
my point is,you are not alone,they're someone who is far more worse than you,you should be happy and be glad what you have now.
do you know how much you worth? google it how much your organs can be sold in black market,now you know how much yourself worth.
u have courage to suicide,why dont have courage to move on? ask yourself.