Hai lowyat members. I 'm new here, I actually just want to use this account to get infos of things but now im interested to make my own post

i think ths is the right place to post this as peple wont know my id

im still a student, second year at a chinese uni
first year i have many friends
then second year i have vry few friends,then on this sem all my friends slowly avoid me

i think i know why, bcos im different with them. one of them actually said im annoying. but actually i just wanna entrtain them by not being so quiet and always advise them to be better lor
ya lor i admit i always say things like old people and advice them to strive for their dream like i always encourage them to speak up n dun be shy

i know they are intro, but i used to be one and i've actually experienced everything myself. many ppl reject me and talk bad about me cause im very shy and never speak. so i just dun want them to end up like me later in work place.
maybe cause my family is very strict, my grandpa know no such thing as intovert, if you dun greet people nicely, you are just plain rude.
so i oso considered by him as a very rude person (no good behaviour) coz last time i was intro

i know im annoying, but i actually want them to be better ony ma

btw they tend to stick with one person as their bestie while i don't have anyone to stick with as bestie, i just go everywhere alone, want to find help oso cannot because my so call friends are not close to me at all, they mostly like to avoid me by not reading my text, whatsapp, or sometimes ignore my call when its urgent

i am that bad that i cannot have friends le..
i sometimes travel alone too, seeing others go wif their friends make me sad for myself

they can get friends, why cant i?

im chinese, i study in chinese uni ma

is ok one, i like to hear ppl's opinion and sharing

most students n lecturer here chinese, even the uni logo is in chinese writing, you never heard of one?
also it is built by mca lorr

really ah?
so bad leh, that means i cannot be myself
what does friends for when i cant be myself around them?

not taruc laa
but same type one
i am confused, want to be myself or fake myself.
i m no good actor in real life, i cannot fake myself le

im not alpha people will never appoint me as leader
how can they appoint me as leader when they dun like me

eerr i suppose you are demonstrating me?
if yes, well im not like that
what i do is when i see my friend want to ask lecturer but too shy, i just tell them ask la, she wont scold you wan lol
or sometimes i share my personal experience, saying hmm ya lor, i remember last time i kena this n dat..i learnt my lesson not to do that weyh

so indirectly i tell them the values they could learn from my experience, of course if you tell them u cannot do this n dat it's very unpleasant la

see got chinese logo right
actualy many oso has the same problem as mine but they dun go here la, they go to utar confession to speak

hehe secret la

really ah
some of my friends are besties with ppl who are being themselves but very bad lah
means like to use ppl, never want to learn, selfish, sometimes two faced (i know bcause they sometimes two face to me, act kind in front of public but to me very arrogant)

i think i have to act like bad lazy stupid person then only i can get maany friends

i go kampar one

i think nice le bcoz of the lake hehe, but walk in school very far la

hmm what do you mean? what kind of conversation?

yes ah...
i might want to try next time if i got chance to get new friends

friends like me?

ok i will shut up afterwards

but smart conversation, why?
i started it before with few ppl and only one can understand me but she also hates me

i dunno how to socialize, so confuse

i am no money but I like to treat friends, example when they birthday, i will buy them cake, make a surprise

but what to do, some people maybe just dun remember others good will n not being thankful, maybe bcause im so annoying that wtv i do, is all wrong

got chinese froum meh?

yes ah..
I'm also ugly n not wearing nice clothes, i think thats why oh