I once told him that I wanted to quit the band... but after discussion... he dismissed my intention to leave... but problem is still not solved yet... I feel like we're not on the same page when we talk about publishing own recording...

this issue has bothered me for quite some time... hence I decided to ask here if there is really such a practice on band members not to post personal composition on Facebook as it conflicts with the band's interest... @_@

I once lost my confidence and conscience because of this argument with him... or his manipulation on me... I've not seriously played guitar for more than 4 months... every time I lifted my guitar and play something my heart feels... I felt like there's no point doing it... it's not right... it's like doing something people had said to you that it is wrong... the discouragement just weakens me... though I still like playing despite my crappy playing... but I felt weak... I couldn't sing my heart out with guitar like how I used to... I'm sure most of you have the desire in yourself when you play right? there's just something magically driving you to not stop playing... but I lost it...