Hi guys,

I think I have a mild condition of social anxiety.

I dislike being around strangers and people I can't click with.

I feel exhausted easily from social events. It feels like work for me to communicate with people.

I'm quite selective in talking with people.Some people I feel ok while some I don't

I tend to be overly self- conscious . Afraid of what Im saying will hurt that person or might not be up to their expectation.

I would say I behave differently around diff people.

AM I normal?

I'm not depressed but I was bothered to a point where I would watch u tube and books for motivational stuff so I can improve myself.
Turns out they're not useful.
But I realize that the longer I spend with someone,the more comfortable I become.
But to certain people,I cannot communicate at all despite the efforts I put in.
*shrugs*
I guess this is me.
Gotta accept the awkward me.