i see......but at times like this, when your back against the wall, wif nowhere to run, but facing the beast...... then what will you do???

i come from a place where ppl expect expectations, and i still remember that my pk tingkatan 6 inform in a form 6 assembly that i am a peralihan student studying in form 6, the reason she do the announcement is to "welcome" me to form 6.....but she also humiliation me at same time....

so that's why it all change into a pressure to me....i come to form 6 to learn, and to enjoy life, but now, everything accidentally become a rat race to prove to everyone that i can success, and if not, they will just look down on me....

not cool to, but what to do, just keep on revising...

yup, i nid to change my mindset based on what you say

it's just that now I'm in too much dilemma, if i bottle up without venting out, i afraid i might go loco lolz

anyway, thx for the advice here from many ppl, i might not know what I'm about to achieve or fail, but at least now i know where to aim and more importantly, what to do

we are not much different.
How come didnt took the flyer mode?

science, physics, to be exact......

what kind of engineering??

i Also got some interest in petroleum/mechanical engineering....but idk why, i must make sure i find the reason on why i like the course first, and then only i will enter

if not, then i won't buta-buta masuk without valid reason

means that,you can get a good paying job in O&G sector.

even a business admin grad can get be employed in top tier companies provided you have the proper contacts.
why did you decline the piloting course?worried about the job prospects?

travel the world for free... sounds legit.
EDIT: WAAAIT... be PAIIIDD to travel... even more legit.

i know someone very very very very close to me.. chem engineer working in office and filing paperworks and doing proceurement... so? if engineering is what they wanna go... i believe mechanical.. electric and electronic is the way to go coz we need tonnes of them in future.. whether they use it or not or do some other office work is totally up to them.. as i say.. even if they cant find a job they can always turn it into a hobby and building gladiator robots off scraps and stuff... it would be amazing.. and i regretted not accepting the offer in the past =.="
i believe that is a wise choice.. coz... imagine you are the one being thrown on mh 370 or mh70..... piloting has one of the most risk.. if something were to go wrong.. chances of we seeing a cat without a body.. or charcoal body is almost 100%.. but then again you can be one ass of a playboy and hump all the air stewardess
they are paid for a reason... coz its risky... oh... not to mention paid to fly.. and hump all the air stewardess... wuahahahhahaa.... not a bad offer now i think of it.. hmmmm.... but neh.. its tiring.. you dun get much rest in a way as well.. can really die early...

ohhhhwhhhhh.... so that's why you rejected the offer

i dun really understand why ppl want to graduate early and start work early.....

like me former form 5 friends, they all want to rush 1 year foundation, and later quickly finish degrees and find work, i know work and $$$ is important, but why nid to rush as if end of the world??

i am a bit abnormal, i rather take things slowly and steady, rather than just zoom past degree years on uni for the sake of that 1 paper at the graduation.. i want more than that... i want to experience life, and learn slowly, without thinking too much about the rat-racing world out there.... that's why months ago on this thread of previous volume i got mentioned on wanted to take year gap to go study abroad for sake of enjoyment

but now things have change drastically, look at me now, almost 24hours only think about scores, grades, marks......

depressed as fuxk......lol

waahh.....Shakespeare datang lagi dengan poemnya yg berbunga bunga

megaforevealone????? didn't you said months ago that you have "potential target"??? wut happened to her???

anyway, lol, look at the bright side, if things didn't go your way for years to come, at least you'll be crowned as wizard by age 30yo......

i still have at least 11 years before i get the title of " 30yo Legendary Wizard of Virginity"....

at least i can die in peace knowing that I'm notoriously known for something......

lel.....

who is into running here?

someone i know but i dont know whose nick here!   

(an example of cheesy pickups..not gay)
i can run with you everyday... 

enough to break the ice..

I have cornier pickup lines.. wanna hear them?

if i can arrange the alphabet, id put i and u tgt

Hi, My Dad is a Datuk and my Grandfather is a Tan Sri....

Do i win? 

Not yet hear you play i already feel noisy de...