i have been having heavy stress due to the acnes and acnes scars on my cheek! i always feel that i am the ugliest guy in the world. Acnes, scars and my chubby cheeks just undermine my confidence and social skills. When talking to people, i will rarely look at them while talking.

i just hate looking at the mirror, every time i look at the mirror, i just feel like dying. There are times, when i was crossing the road, i wish it would be good if a car can hit me and i die so i don't have to suffer anymore, as you all know, acnes, scars and the chubby cheek (due to genetic problem) are unable to get rid.

BUT NOW, i am graduated, i will have to step in the society, start working, start facing all the people around. i feel stress. i always ask myself a question. "why i am the unlucky one, why i have to bear all these pains?"

is this a sign of depression? sad.gif