sorry...i was in a meeting just now....
wahh..so sleepy today...
anyway...yeah....i know it hurts man....
i felt like the malay saying..."Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"
u fell down adi...then the ladder fell on u....
in my situation.....
i lost my girl...
thinking it was my fault....my attitude (so she says)
she spread lies about me....telling others i was 2-timing her....
and i was the last person to know this!!
even spread i the internet.....
my father accidentally found it...read it....
asked me about it....
then....after all that.....
i saw with my own eyes....hear from a very reliable proof.....about the real reason....y she left me...
another guy.
i was devastated...
i tot i was wrong. my attitude. my ways. i blamed myself for the failure of the relationship before.
what make things worse....
I am the one responsible to make her befriend that guy....
all these problems made me wanna kill myself.
it is not "sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga" anymore.
it is jatuh, and then down there got shit....nails....broken glasses....
then the ladder fall on u.....after that a 10 wheeler trailer lorry come and sapu me.
after that...i call her beyotch.
but now...to move on...i learned to forgive and forget...
nevermind...to me she is still a b****...
but...ill forget what has happened.....
was afraid to be in a relationship for almost 2 years after that...
now...have my quebix with me (well, not with me, she is in mesia)
pray for us u guys!
Haha...
sorry for letting my feelings out here....
im stressed out.