I don't even know what is wrong with me anymore. My health is all messed up. This started back in July, I had a lump in my mouth, actually for years. Then I googled up the internet, they said that might be cancer and stuffs like that. Then my anxiety and fear gets worse, but then after I checked the dentist, he said its only normal, maybe I bit my flesh and it forms a lump in it. Then, I had a fever back in August, which was a really bad one. I had my nose blocked for like a month till now ( haven't recovered ). Then I thought it might be a lump or something, then I consulted ENT and he said its normal. After these few days, I feel like my stomach is burning, hurting. I have trapped air around my chest, right now I feel like I had a lump inside my throat. I don't even know anymore, my anxiety and fear has gone to a level which I don't even understand. I am scared, really. Because of this, my mom always complained that I go to the hospital for nothing, wasted her time because she is always my companion to the hospital since I have only one car, she need to use it for work and somehow manage some of her time from it to accompany me to go to check. Please, I really need help. This anxiety is killing me

Yes I've been trying out jogging these few days. Kind of feel relieved a little bit but after that it comes back again. I feel really stressed out because of personal family problems, and my health problems. I feel suicidal sometimes but I managed to hold it back.