QUOTE(scgoh123 @ Mar 3 2016, 07:43 PM)
Thanks for consoling me. In fact, I am more disappointed to myself. I don't really care about others' opinion and criticism against me, but I always believe that I can achieve better than this. Seriously, didn't I put in as much effort as other four flat students? I kept thinking over and over again, why? Why was I too overconfident of myself? I did try my best in every single paper that I've taken.
Is God trying to tell me that my efforts are all futile? I am just a weak and pathetic person forever?
As long as you hav done yr absolute best, which I strongly believe you did, then there's no nid for regrets there, bcause you hav already given 100%.
I would say what's more important is dat you r able to get d course you want when d UPU results r out in a few months time, bcause whether you get d course you want oso depends on your performance during interview(s).
Dont you think successfully getting d course & university you want is better than getting 4.0 & fail to obtain offers frm your preferred university? What I'm trying to convey is this, getting a perfect 4.0 means little if it cant enable you to get d course you want. If a 3.92 can get you your 1st choice, then it's perfectly satisfying already, as many others who obtained 4.0 cant get what they want.
4.0 or not, it's juz d starting point of another long journey 4 all of us. Dont beat yourself up. If Dato' Lee Chong Wei can accept his many defeats to Lin Dan in d Olympics & World Championships & still never gives up badminton despite his numerous demoralising defeats, I believe you can brush this small challenge aside & move on.
Wish you all d best~