Suicide thoughts happens to many of us than we care to admit. But this option is not cool, if u do have such plan why not give yourself more options on top of it

- go to poor stricken country and help; join an organisation that does this and apply for it. Do until u die.
- become am soldier and aggressively ask for active duty
- sorry no more ideas....

Yes. Go see a doc. Depression, suicidal thoughts is same as flu, fever. Left untreated, it can worsen. For now stay here. Talk to close friends to share this. Go to church/temple for communion if you have such faith.

Hang in there. You r not alone. When you hate yourself for being late, am sure you have this voice inside, angrily speaks to u. Now try changing this into a sexy woman's voice, talking to u in the sexiest way ever.

Try meditation, keep an open mind. Coz hey, what have u got to lose, right?

EDIT: wanna add more. Do u know that depressions, etc tend to b some kind of turning point for a person. Emotionally inside it is struggling to grow, to become better. If u do read, try books like THE ROAD LESS TRAVELLED, or THE GIANT WITHIN by Anthony Robbins See which approach u like best. The first is very logical and spiritual, the latter is more scientific, technique based. It tends to give you immediate positive effect when you follow through on the suggested methods.

Hope this helps.

This post has been edited by satrianeo-x: May 22 2014, 08:19 PM