ah i know this feeling

you can try asking strangers for help but after a while it wont do squat

the mundane routine, pressure n added stress makes u feel like suicide feels like a better option than suffering all of this

the remedy is quite easy actually, u need to take a break from yourself.

break off from the stressful cycle of ur life and do something else. Try new stuffs, get away from ur parents if they r one of the cause.

its just the high n low of our life, being at the really low end really do that to u i guess.

Life is an adventure, dont let other people or system take control of it. be brave and jump out of the norm and start something fresh.

Seriously, the older i get, the more exposed i am. i found out that there so much i want to do but not enough time to do it.

And you are only 26 n think u have already hit the dead end? learn to climb over the wall in your mind and jump to the other side.



Fark the colleague, fark the parents, fark the boss, fark obligations n FARK society!!! My life is my own n i will do whatever i want so i am happy by being myself.