yeah, TS may not be revealing what maybe troubling him.

Although I never have suicidal thoughts, but I read with great interest in this topic and would like to share some of my thoughts.

Firstly, it is possible TS have a medical condition that can be treated with drugs.

Secondly, I think relationships with friends and family play an very important role in a person's life in their motivation to live/die. How much other people care for and interact with the person and how much the person care for and interact with others will determine his outlook in life. That's why even TS mentioned that he felt better after interacting with those that responded to this tread. Although we are strangers, he may feel that there are people who cared enough to interact with him to encourage him not to commit suicide. Most of us work and do things not only for ourselves but also for our spouse/family and children. Our goal in life is to make people we care for be happy and in turn are happy when others does the same for us too. If this is missing, some people may feel an emptiness in life. People who do not feel appreciated are usually unhappy and unmotivated.
The reason some people may not have strong relationships or any relationships with others maybe because they lack social aptness but yet strongly desire social acceptance and this will cause unhappiness in them and may cause them to want to commit suicide.(or worse... going on a killing rampage before taking their own life)

Thirdly, it is also possible TS may have a psychological problem that maybe can be solved by understanding how TS see himself and the world. I find most people who commit suicide is because they cannot accept certain things in their life or that has happened in their. And this is usually tied to their expectations of an issue or multiple of issues or life in general. Acceptance is the key. A person not being able to accept what they have no control over eg how they look/their body shape is just setting themselves up for unhappiness. In terms of things we may have some control, we may try our best to achieve whatever we want/desire but if it doesn't turn out to be what we expect, acceptance must come in. Being able to move on is just as important.
Life is not perfect nor it is fair. Never has been and never will be. ACCEPT THAT. In life, shit happens and often we do not get to choose how we want things to turn out. But we can always try our best and be persistent. But if it doesn't happen, ACCEPT IT. Failure is part of life just as success is.

Lastly, I would like to ask TS wheather did he ask himself WHY does he think of suicide thoughts. And also ask himself WHY he may want to live until he is old. Does TS not have any goals/wishes in his life that he may want to achieve but has yet to?

We are all going to die anyway. To the suicidal person, he may say, why not sooner? But also, why not later? To me, at the very least, to indulge in life's little pleasures until your body cannot take it anymore.