Look at it this way. There are people working 16 hours a day for 5 dollars. That 5 dollars they buy petty food just enough to live on. They're struggling to live their lives. You have a roof above your head, you should cherish what you have; what others will never ever have.

Think about it. People born without any limbs, they live on. You're a functional individual.

Don't take life seriously, go have some fun. I would suggest you to go on a holiday.

And btw, what are your friends like?