It's good that you decide to repent now. Anyway, try not to f* anyone before you confirm you're clean. And also try not to f* anyone in this short period to calm your mind. I guess you're very scared, so it's better to take some time off.

Btw, don't go mental la. Don't harm yourself any further since right now you need to plan what to do. Life is more than just f*. There must be ppl around who care about you so don't lose hope yet.