sorry bruh.. nothing so far..

except for.. she like giving me one liner responses to whatever I whatsapp her..

I'd rant as much as she would.. but I feel like im just a whiny biatch to her.. of which she would be like damn malas wan to layan.

I do my best to always try to make people feel better, feel like everythings okay. I'd spend time listening and listening and just thinking of words that make people feel good.

But I seldom get that in return. So because I know how it feels to be treated that way, hence why I don't do that to others, especially people i love, like herself.

Nothing that I love has ever loved me the same way. Must be my fate. Call me a doormat or whatever, just not my style to ignore a person in need of a listening ear.

hahahahahahahah

thanks man.

Sometimes I memang need to be like a whiny biatch and rant here.

It hurts when I cant let it out. It hurts when we expect people to give us as much, or at least 50% of what we give to them.

But not her. I dunno lah. She always changes.

few nights ago when she whatsapped me she tried to calm me down about something. She did a great job making me feel better.

But thats just not consistent. Now always rasa macam she malas nak layan.

EXACTLY like that one Friday morning, when she can laugh with a whole bunch of people and pay less attention to me.

That time when I merajuk. haah.

Damnnn son... y she like that wei.. thats super super cold.

Any known reason? Anything happened?

B strong mate. I always tell myself that i shudnt let anyone

Be my only source of happiness and its always up to me

To put a smile on my own face.

We can overcome this bro.

i see. I understand bruh.. happened to me as well.

Bro. I blieve girls who r like that really dun deserve ur attention

anymore. They have no respect towards other peoples feelings

hence tink that avoiding is the best thing to do.

If u were any nicer to her in the past, regardless she knows

how u feel about her or not, u dont deserve that kind of treatment from her man seriously..

youve never hurt her in any way.. so why shud she be so cold

right.. enuf lah with these types.. makes me sick too.

How long? How old are you now?

Still young what. Remember, thick skin a bit and be confident.

Act like nothing happen.

Move on to other fishing ground.

If you thickskin on the girl, she not interested, no point to pursue on.

You in audit and she in tax?

Make excuse, ask her if she that you need help for the company you audit, you not quite understand the tax computation.

Ask her if she has fixed asset schedule, to help you calculate deferred taxation.

lulz okay boss. Just small update onli.

December is our cuti month. Both of us taking leave for a month. So.. before I go into that, the Fluffy unicorn that I ordered has arrived,

see below,



so, I was thinking about how to give it to her. Her bdays in December and within my japan trip period. So I wont be around town

to celebrate, IF there are plans to. Probably she'll go out karaoke-ing with our circle of friends, or maybe just her circle, i dunno.

Im thinking that I'd want to give it to her after i return. But she too was planning on a trip to UK around when I return. So I asked her,

Me: Yo. whens ur UK trip?
She: Christmas week.
Me: Ooo.. so meaning, when I come back i guess u wont b around.
She: haha yea. Y ah?
Me: No la. I tot wanna sing k at least before I fly again to japan.
She: prob is, when u around im not and when i around ur not. nvmind la, sure get chance.
Me: ya lor..

So after knowing that, i guess the only time I can give it to her wud be when we get back to office. So be it lah. My sing k plan is just a cover up. but few days ago she asked me,

She: when r u around?
Me: huh? around in office? after december la
She: haha din mean that. I mean when r u in the country?
Me: 15 to 24th tokyo. then 28 to 5th osaka. Y ah?
She: come lets sing k before we all leave the country. want to do dis week or next week?
Me: ONNZ..ok next week then.

haahha.. so yea.. din expect that to happen.