Dunno la, I didn't read your whole blog, I read some parts of it, bit and pieces, quite interesting, reminds me of my own misadventures hahaha.

However, I did not find anywhere that she rejected you. So really ah, she rejected you after you confess? How she did it and why she rejected you?

But based on her style of speaking, like she called you Ah Moi and able to joke around with guys like you, shows she is a type of extrovert with some degree of experience in having boyfriends before? Am I right to say? Don't know la its from your description she sounds like those with a charming and open personality.

Actually a lot of people here can relate to your experience because we been through it before. So please don't think of yourself as a loser la.

but based on what TS wrote, I thought TS had good chance when she admitted to him in private conversation that she is single.

Haha, reminded me of my first gf, i didn't see her for 2 years, then we bumped at a supermarket, she ask me how am I, then we talk talk, then suddenly she ask me if I am single, I said yes. Then I ask her, she also said yes. I got her number then after that ask her out.

I'll tell her how everything I've done was because how I felt towards her. And how no matter shitty the day was, as long as I have the chance to be with her, send her back home etc, it wouldnt matter. I want her to know. I need her to know. and I wish, during all those moments, if she could at least catch a slight glimpse of how I feel about her.

Call me creepy or shit but I tink I gotta do wat i gotta do.

bro, you might not admit the fact that it is hard for chinese to accept a muslim in the house. i wouldnt say malay because race is secondary.