let me update my case,
in this few weeks...i admit...i did ask her many times to think clearly, since she still said she miss and love me (i dunno she just tell true or just entertain me)...but..what make me feel angry is...she still follow him go to taiwan on this coming wednesday, i ask her not to go taiwan, just for me, and what the explanation she told, she told me: already bought air ticket booked hotel, so have to go...i mean...wtf is all this...if i really love someone, i will dump everything and put her as my 1st priority, shouldn't be like this??
i really feel upset and start to have some disappointed feeling on her already..as chinese quote said " 路遥知马力，日久见人心...As distance tests a horse's strength, so time reveals a person's heart"
being very kind to her, means being very x 10 cruel to myself..