is this forum still active?

well, i would like to share my experience as goalkeeper n i also want to ask for some of you who got more experience than me.

actually, i could play at any position but i started as goalkeeper first. since then everyone know me as a goalkeeper. started play since i was form 1 in my school team. but at that time, it is really hard just to get a place in the team. still remember my first game.
when i was in form4, i was chosen to be in the first eleven player n i be the goalkeeper. at that time, i was at the peak of my performance. i played for my team through the school tournament n manage to win the final. at the final, it was a draw 1-1 game. i save the two last penalty out of five.
everybody was cheering for me. really great time it was.
but the next year, form5, i don't show any courage to be a good goalkeeper n even let a stupid goal in. n in one match, i even lost control of myself n just walk out of the gme just like tht.
in matriculation college, i tried out as a striker in the college team but still i got the goalkeeper post.
untill now, i played as a goalkeeper. i'm studying at usm, engineering campus.

i need others opinion on how can i get to be perform in my top performance again like i did in form4? n what should i do just to get the courage to be a brave goalkeeper because i now realise tht i loved this position n i want to be in this position everytime i get a chance. please to those out there
that have the asnwer, help me.

tq.

tq for the advice. hope i can use it next time.

but still, i have one more question. what is the best diving position that can produce less harm?

evrytme i dive, i frequently hit my pelvis on the ground so hard even tears coming out from my eyes.

what usually do you wear, a short or long tracksuit? which one is usuallt most comfortable n protecting?

i've been having some problem in quessing the high ball specially freekick's ball.

whre should i stand during free kick, on the line or, center or behind the wall?

n can someone tell me what is the technique of reading penalty kick? how can i decide quickly?

tq.

but most of the top goalkeeper i saw during the freekick, they usually stand the side where the wall is not placed. like iker casillas. but still, he can save the ball. why is that?

plus, what is the most suitable exercise i should do to get my arm stronger? is pushup enough? or more?

tq. i am training everyday. n i'm glad tht i made some imprvement in my game. but still, how can i get my arm stronger?

yeah...i personally agree. i once tried a knee guard. it completely block my movement. but, the one thing tht benefits me is when i had to kick the ball, it really did a good power on the ball.

someone plis answer me. how can i get my arm stronger?